Charles Stansfeld Jones Diary Entry

Saturday, 27 December 1913

 

 

 

11:13 to 11:30 P.M.

     

Meditation.

     

After striving to unite consciousness completely with Adonai, the sphere of Consciousness widened out and became one with the Many; so that, when asking of the Self: “What am I? Who am I?” this no longer seemed an individual question, but to be taken up by many units in all parts of space, yet upon a formless plane. I rose higher and tried to unify all these; this resulted in an absolutely impersonal state which continued even after the meditation was over until about 12 o’clock. While it lasted it was distinctly different from any former experience, especially the earlier part.

 

(Not very good; seems too much like thinking.—O.M. [Comment by Crowley])

 

 

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