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Charles Stansfeld Jones Diary Entry Saturday, 8 September 1917
Sep 8. I have to record that an involuntary emission took place last night. Was this caused through the P.Y. [Pranayama] of the last few days? The dream was very vivid. It started quite suddenly by the appearance of a woman, quite unknown to me, lying in rather a seductive attitude. I leant over and kissed her, when she immediately put her tongue in my mouth. Without a moments hesitation I mounted her and gave her a good charge of S.[emen]. A moment afterwards I realized that I had been fooled, it was a dream, but too late. I have noticed on one or two other occasions in the past year when this thing has been likely to occur, I have been able to discover the fact of it being a dream just in time to stop the loss by a strong effort of will. This time however it was not so, but it can't be helped. I wonder if these things are caused by an elemental, or whether they are just ordinary dreams?
N.B. It has just occurred to me to make a further note re the above. I did P.Y. last night quite near to a vessel containing blood and urine, which I had carelessly omitted to remove from the room. Did the presence of this blood, affect the atmosphere inhaled during P.Y. and cause the occurrence last night???
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