Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Sunday, 18 March 1900
[See Preparation for the Operation of the Sacred Magic of Abra-Melin the Mage for background information.]
Fancy I invoked Venus and saw many lamentable results of dreams... mistaken Venus: also mine own holy ideal, whom I had so blasphemed. Even in the desire for her was I not quite pure, and was thus repelled. I think I do not understand purity.
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