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Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Monday, 3 June 1901
Rich[ard] II, II i 92.
Alice [Mary Rogers] in high fever. Watching and treating her all morning.
To-night fever all day and I hope won out. Blaine[1] sleeps in another room to-night. A second time she is at my mercy.
2-3 Bathing.
3-4 with Alice.
Saw not Fidelis [Elaine Simpson] (true I was not looking).
11.10 Dressed in white and red Abramelin robes with crown, wand, ankh, and rose-cross, etc., etc., went on Astral Journey to Hong-Kong. I found Soror F[idelis] sitting or kneeling in a temple. On the Altar were elemental instruments also Symbol of Golden Dawn, She was waiting in awe, almost in fear. On my entering she saw me and started. Then I heard the words "carry it" or "wish to carry"; apparently with reference to idea of carrying away a physical token. The room was full of incense, which I took to materialize myself. At the time I was really tired and really not fit to travel.
B...h won't come. All right! I'll fix her. She is fixed. If I don't f..k her, call me a b....r with one b..l!
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