Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Friday, 12 July 1903

 

 

12.8 to 12.19. Best so far. Incense going troubled somewhat.

     

12.27. 31 m[inutes] 20 br[eaks]. Mantra got to "tartsano". Not in good form—suspect many breaks of long duration. Kept Mantra going all day.

     

Slept 2.30 - 4 about.

     

4.58. Prana Yama 11 minutes. Perspiration.

     

5.14. PY [Prana Yama]. 5.10.15 to try.

     

5.25. Quite a little holiday. Wound up with a G[rand] PY.

     

5.28. 38 m[inutes] 30 br[eaks]. V[ery] tired towards end and difficult to get settled. To me is seems evident that the first 10 breaks or so are rapid.

     

6.10. PY. 16 m[inutes].

     

8.15. Having continued Mantra, Ajna with M[antra]—

     

8.47. 32 m 22 br. Light coming a little—one very long without break. Some sound.

     

10.5. Aj[na] 12 1/2 m 11 br. Continuing Mantra, save for short chat with Aunt [Aunt Annie].

 

[On opposite page is a drawing headed:] "Devil seen behind Aunt's shoulder—her habitual companion."

 

Confused dreams—a bad night on the whole.

 

 

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