Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Monday, 3 April 1905

 

 

     

10.20 A.M. do in Asana.

     

10.27 while bath filled.

     

12.0 - 12.40 do in Asana of sorts—sleepy. As before till

     

2.4 - 2.50. SSS II [Sabhapaty Swami's 2nd method—see 31 March for details]. About same as before. Fly worrying a lot. Mantra often forgotten, or mispronounced and some oblivion of object or work at times. Head seemed fairly unreal.

     

Disgusted by this and very worried by wife's negligence in not putting things ready for tea.

 

[Note. Crowley later added the comment: "Why?"]

 

I begin holiday at once. Tuesday did nothing, as ordained. (I think it was a mistake to omit PY [Prana Yama] this Monday, as I did.)

 

 

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