Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Wednesday, 4 April 1906
A∴[1] I foolishly and wickedly put off A∴ work all day: now it is 1 A.M. of the 5th.
By foolish I mean contrary to my interest and hope in A∴.
By wicked I mean contrary to my will.
I further allowed myself to talk and play cards: the latter I must do again tomorrow, for I won; as to the former, I pledge myself to speak only the necessary speech of courtesy.
A∴ goodish: lengthy and reverie-like. Yet my heart is well. I spake it audibly.
1—This indicates the Invocation of Augoeides.
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