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Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Sunday, 3 November 1907
The L.C.C.S. [Liber Cordis Cincti Serpente] finished, I think (I write much later).
No doubt I am in Binah; "absence of definite samadhi" only meant "no ananda."
Now, this absence of all the phenomena is just what constitutes 8º = 3o. I can, I know, get into touch with Adonai at will, and I have not gone back for a single moment since. (Today is 16th).
E.g. the old dreary purposeless misery of vacillation in the streets continues at times, but is enjoyed.
I want nothing; but do my work with confidence and no hope or fear.
([P.S.] True. Nov. 29.)
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