Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Rex de Arte Regia

Monday, 13 July 1915

 

Opus[1] LXXIX

 

 

Helen Westley née Mamé. Divorced actress. Aged 40. Slim dark probably Scorpio rising.

     

A most expert person technically, extremely passionate, and intriguing like Euphemia Lamb.

     

Object. A child by Hilarion [Jeanne Foster].

     

[I have no love for Helen Westley] but was disappointed in not hearing from Hilarion as arranged, and suspected an attempt to deprive me of the Champion's Belt of the World's Leg-Pulling Association which I have worn with modesty and distinction for over five years. My real doubt is whether I should not have kept to Hilarion at whatever cost to my self-respect. These two Helens [Helen Westley and Helen Sullivan] are lunar women, and I want the Sun. At least I kept her in mind as the Object.

 

 

1—[Crowley performs a magical sexual operation.]

 

 

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