Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Rex de Arte Regia

Monday, 14 July 1915

 

 

 

[Assistant: Jeanne Foster].

     

[Crowley noted that Jeanne Foster was practically virginal. Nevertheless, the operation, on a hot still night in dim candlelight was] intensely passionate [but there was] not yet that confidence which brings deliberation.

     

[Concentration was lost] in the intensity of a pure normal orgasm.

     

[The Elixir also was of] wonderful quality [but still] normal.

     

There are evidently great difficulties in Our way: the conscious mind is still in revolt.

 

 

1—[Crowley performs a magical sexual operation.]

 

 

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