Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Rex de Arte Regia Sunday, 19 September 1915
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The main idea [is] to trust the future to the All-Father.
[The operation was] supremely good.
Note on Human Nature. Here I am enjoying freely the most beautiful and voluptuous woman I have ever known. In addition, she delights me immeasurably in every way, and inspires me constantly to write poetry. She is one with me, moreover, in Spirit. And I am losing sleep wondering (a) whether she loves me (b) whether she enjoys sexual intercourse and (c) whether she has ever had another lover. If she were a simple whore I should be perfectly happy. I need medical care.
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