Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Friday, 24 April 1925

 

 

Friday 24 April 11.11 P.M.

     

A single drink of rum (on top of a good deal of mental worry during the day) was enough to induce in D.O. [Dorothy Olsen] an attack of acute mania. Lying in bed, close cuddled, I nearly asleep, she suddenly started to scratch my face without the least warning, with a spate of the filthiest incoherent abuse of me and everybody connected with me. There had been a good deal of irritation and snappiness during the afternoon and evening, with one or two beginnings of the regular ravings: but no one took any notice, and they subsided. N.B. She had started to [menstruate] that morning, and then stopped.

 

[Notes on final page of notebook:]

     

Law is the corpse of Justice

Morality is the corpse of Conduct

Religion is the carcase of Fear.

Birth is a going to sleep; and life is a bad dream if our digestion is out of order.

 

Stories for Children No. 1. The Brave Little Dutch Boy.

Little Hans Zweeb Zweegmacher was the only son of the widow of the good old Burgomaster of Zeegrutte. When he was 12 years old, he was the cleanest and most obedient boy in the town. He always took the first prize in Sunday School, and he loved to skate in the winter in dam (and stopping it with his arm till the burghers came to the rescue). So when he was 19, he won the hand of little Cristine, the most pious, elegant, and wealthy maiden of Zeegrutte, the only daughter of the New Burgomaster. His last words were: "One ought to recognize the limits of the possible".

 

 

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