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Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Saturday, 22 November 1930
She [Hanni Jaeger] is violently excited all day—sexually & otherwise. Severe melancholic & erotic outbursts. There is absolutely no reason for any nervous upset of any kind; but she changes from mood to mood in the most sudden way. This attack is more prolonged & severe than any I have observed so far. And it is more than usually causeless. She ended by wanting to go out; when I objected, pretended to ring up the police—a too familiar trick. She then calmed down, & at last woke up into an infantile state. I undressed her, & put her to bed in my pyjamas. In short, every possible phase—She has now called me in, to listen to hallucinations, real or no; e.g. “I don’t want you to go away behind the tree.”
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