Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Saturday, 12 April 1941

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 11.

     

Not too well at 6.30 A.M. when I woke.

     

After brekker [breakfast] heart got more & more truculent: took Digitalis mixture—first time in 3 weeks. Better.

     

After lunch, ill: nap with nightmare; laundryman woke me.

     

Another nap with a worse nightmare; woke to find heart really alarming.

     

Another Digitalis at 3.30.

     

Rested: 1/6 H.[eroin] at 4.15. Gradual return to norm. See note entered on April 6.

     

Day suddenly HOT.

     

X. [Grace M. Horton] well & happy in A.M. after lunch got worse progressively, started wild complaints—eg., that the maid had a nervous breakdown!!! She being as sane & cheerful a girl as I ever met. Those fits are clearly true melancholia. She was quite all right & charming an hour later.

 

 

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