Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Monday, 19 May 1941

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 6.

     

Woke 5.20, soaked in cold sweat, from violent dreams.

     

Terrific bang quite close shook house heavily.

     

Coughing & retching with very much phlegm. The 1/6 [Heroin] didn’t seem to act well: some apparently leaked.

     

Weather turned foul.

     

All Clear 6 a.m.

     

Cough shattering: Dig am(?) Gels helped it.

     

Only £4 from Frieda [Frieda Harris].

     

Asa hopes to come.

     

Wrote contentiously to these two, & [F.W.] Hylton.

     

Kenyon Wilson Abergeldie Cleveland Road called for secretarial work.

     

1/6 [Heroin] at 12 o’c.

     

Torquay deliberately machine gunned & bombed. Fleet St. & Strand damaged; bombs smashed two houses just opposite Imperial.

     

Ultimatum from Agent re. rent.

     

Wrote F.H. [Frieda Harris] again desperate.

     

Damned ill.

    

Had to taxi back.

     

1/6 [Heroin] at 4 1/2. 5 mins. Adr.[enalin] at 7. 1/6 [Heroin] at 11.

     

Real dyspnoea.

     

1st bad go since Feb. 20.

 

 

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