Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Wednesday, 5 November 1941

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 46.

     

7-7 1/4 (1)[Heroin] (1A)[Heroin] Woke confused and uneasy.

     

9 1/2-11 1/4. Slept: woke feeling putrid. (2)[Heroin].

     

Leg healing nicely: changed the Boracic.

     

2 1/2-3 1/2. Slept: woke slightly less prone to acute delirious melancholia with hallucinations. (3)[Heroin]

     

Everett called with Atus. Tackled him on N.Y. card. Copies same fair. This did me good.

     

7 o’c. (4)[Heroin] was routine—hope well-timed for good night’s rest.

     

Oh for a title for my War Aims! Can’t use “Rights of Man.” I want to keep monosyllabic.

     

Chart is n.[o] g.[ood]. “Words of the Way of the Will”? “Watch-Words Law Plan Sketch Step Strict Path Clue Key Rule Guard Base Curve Straight Line Snake.

     

10 1/2-11 1/4. Tried to sleep.

     

Wheezier as time went on. M[orphine] & A[tropine]. Damn!

 

 

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