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Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Monday, 10 November 1941
[I Ching hexagram] 50.
Insomnia 241 [asthma symptoms] began 1 3/4 M[orphine] & A[tropine].
Woke 6 3/4, 8 3/4.
Mail woke me again (1A)[Heroin].
12 woke (2)[Heroin]
4 3/4 Two hours real sleep: slight 241 (3)[Heroin].
7 1/4? curious anxiety feeling? Yen? (4)[Heroin] to find out. Yes, I regret & psychological reaction, but the vague uneasiness persists. It is in some way connected with M.A.S. [Maurice A. Sutherland].
Bought Jaeger pyjamas £2.10.11 8 coupons.
Letter from F.H. [Frieda Harris]]news from Ala Storey: replied.
Letter from Max Schneider 1725 Chch View Drive LA.
Wrote Saturnus [Karl Germer]: also N.L.T. if Frieda thinks it wise.
I really do not know why things impossible in Nature seem always to be happening to me; but this boil? carbuncle? abscess? bobo, without changing the minutest detail of its surface appearance, is now moved up about 2” nearer to the hip!! Am I crazy?
Yes. Well, I’m not sure. I got the normal physical & psychological reaction, but. . .
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