Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Thursday, 4 December 1941

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 13.

     

12 1/4 woke: some 241 [asthma symptoms].

     

5 1/2 241 not bad (1)[Heroin] worked felt ill.

     

6 o’c (1A2)[Heroin] worked.

     

9 o’c (3)[Heroin].

     

12 (4)[Heroin].

     

Finished Fuller [J.F.C. Fuller] [Secret Wisdom of the Qabalah]: turgid unintelligible rant: no idea of what he’s driving at. It is a damnable shame—he did start so well. Epitaph.

 

At Wisdom’s cheese a nibbler,

he grew to nothing less

Than journalistic dribbler,

A military scribbler

in the Sunday Press.

A path-to-glory paviour?

A Bounaparte plus?

his country’s sword a saviour?

—But such was his behavior

That he missed the ‘bus.

 

£10 from Yorke [Gerald Yorke]!!!

     

Cigars & Latakia [tobacco] from an R £4.0.0.

     

[Dr.] Crawshaw 12 1/2 says lungs much clearer, & heart less jumpy because fat lost.

     

Slept logwise:

     

4 1/2 (5)[Heroin].

 

7 1/2 M&A[tropine]. [Henry] Swansy & Van Veldern (Boer). They went about 9.

 

 

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