Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Thursday, 8 January 1942

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 53.

     

Woke 12 1/2 (1) (241 [asthma symptoms] was baddish).

     

4 1/2 bad 241 (41)[M&A[tropine]].

     

A ling dream in which I got nose blocked and a real sperm(?)!!

     

7 1/2 woke: slight basis for that dream (2, 3)[Heroin].

     

11 1/2 (week after notes on 9th) (4)[Heroin].

     

4 1/4 (5)[Heroin].

     

6 1/4 (41)[M&A] with rather indeterminate theoretical ideas!

     

Ploughed through correspondence Driberg [Tom Driberg], Estai [Jane Wolfe], Max [Max Schneider] & Saturnus [Karl Germer]. This last finished on 9th.

     

F.H. [Frieda Harris] headache—put off lunch.

     

Nick here 1 1/4 hrs. I let him talk. He didn’t seem to be anything, or to want to be. Is this the “evil and averse” wild goose of the hexagram. Note line 1).

     

8 3/4 Pity M&A leaves discomfort. (O well, if I start (6)[Heroin] Pity this and pity that, the issue is Buddhism).

     

MOI beat their record, releasing story that our officers were in such a hurry to run away that they left their pipes and tobacco lying about!

 

 

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