Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Thursday, 5 February 1942

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 54.

     

Woke 12 3/4 Frozen 241 [asthma symptoms] coming on

     

1 1/4 (1)[Heroin] relief instant.

     

6 1/4 woke 241 bad (2)[Heroin] inadequate (3)[Heroin].

     

8 1/4 still 241 bad, and nose blocked. (4)[Heroin].

     

9 1/2 Ole man river has nothing on this attack of 241. Not severe, but annoying. [Heroin] seems inoperative (41)[M&A(tropine)].

     

Slept till 1. Woke with no 241.

     

1 1/4 (5)[Heroin] XOP & doze 4 14/ (6)[Heroin]. Tot: 1 1/6 gr.

     

Severe internal chill accounts for a good deal of this.

     

Finished writing to Saturnus [Karl Germer] & Max [Max Schneider], also [F.W.] Hylton, with [XIX] cards.

     

Alice to tea, very soothing.

     

(7)[Heroin] at 7 3/4. Total 1 1/3 gr.

     

Her visit did me a real heap of good.

     

So—wrote Estai [Jane Wolfe], Hylton, FitzG [Edward Noel Fitzgerald].

     

The (7) was to avoid any later problem.

     

Slept 8 1/2-10 and 10 1/4-11 3/4. Very wonderful dreams. Not much 241.

     

Seems F.H. [Frieda Harris] actually brought on a serious prolonged attack, destroying my physical inner resistance.

     

26 7/12 [Heroin] in 20 days.

 

 

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