Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Thursday, 19 March 1942

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 59.

     

Alice here all day, very helpful. “Jealous” “covet” “Reactionary”. Last word meant “inclined to react violently” e.g. the more you like a thing the more you hate it when the time comes to turn against it.

     

Actual case: the Hun’s fighting spirit: the better the soldier, the more mutinous when driven beyond endurance.

     

12 o’c Waldron—too ill—had to cancel it.

     

Wrote “Strategy” letter to Max [Max Schneider], who complained that he “could not hold his students”.

     

Some “great announcement” ([I Ching hexagram] line 5). Also some line 4 & (may be) line 6 in it.

     

Cough worrying all day. Took Dig.[italis] c Linctus reguarly.

     

Temp 98.6 98.4.

     

Tot: 1 1/6 [Heroin] plus 2 (40).

     

Bar the cough, a much better day; the 1/4 gr [Heroin] had notably good effects—actual stimulation.

 

 

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