Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Monday, 25 January 1943

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 43.

     

I note that when I have been for any long time free from the sexual impulse a whole group of ideas become ‘obscene’ ‘disgusting’, ‘revolting’ & so on. This group includes contemplation of Yoni, (not Lingam so much) disease, accident, the spectacle of meat, the ideas of war, pain of the physical order and so on. I conclude that humanitarianism, pacifism—all such feelings are functions of sexual weakness, atrophy, or the like. This thesis can be developed very far.

     

Cont from 24th: Robert Cecil here very delightful: Also Ham [Gerald Hamilton].

     

MAS [Maurice A. Sutherland] dropped in suddenly to buy a “Fair” [The Fun of the Fair]. Chess: got tired and lost a possibly won game.

 

 

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