Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Sunday, 5 November 1944

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 39.

     

A fair night, considering [no Heroin was available].

     

Began to be bad about 10, an hour after the last 1/8 gr[ain] M[orphine].

     

10 3/4 tube came, but only 1/6 [Heroin].

     

Now to economize & pray for supply Monday.

     

Got through day without much distress, lying v.[ery] quiet, no work.

     

Some lunch, milk dinner, and Adrlin(2) [Adrenalin] on 3 1/2 grs.

     

Pleasant Himalayan dream. Man comes to see Teacher etc. 2nd dream also delightful. I was the “blue Boy” and fucking some woman—Leah [Leah Hirsig], only physically quite unlike.

 

 

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