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Aleister Crowley Diary Entry Thursday, 2 August 1945
[I Ching hexagram] 15.
Ill again all day nerves & fag.
Couldn't play chess: v.[ersus] Kirk [Wilfred H. Kirk] 0-6!! Two games were clear wins & I collapsed. One I resigned because I lost a pawn in the opening—and heart with it. "Oudenophobia" shall I call it?—constant throughout.
Insomnia too—the worst yet.
All this [I Ching hexagram] XV Chien?
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