Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Sunday, 20 January 1946

 

 

[I Ching Hexagram] 32.

     

Finished my Avalon poem “The last journey.”

     

For several days I have seemed to myself to be ill. Nerves, heart, too much reliance on [Heroin] or V or both. Yet I can’t put a name to it, except that the sore spot on the pleura seems active.

     

The bright frost of my delight, seems to paralyse all effort. Yet I have done quite as much as usual.

 

 

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