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Leah Hirsig Diary Entry Wednesday, 8 October 1924
8.25 Woke rather dazed but gradually pulled round.
Meditated between 7.40 - 8.30 on Subject of Future Race.
Have ordered a bath.
Said Adoration—
A brief account about yesterday.
We got most of the things from 207[1] fairly well systematized some time during the morning (bet.[ween] 10 - 11, I should judge)
OPUS 10.[2]
Worked on and off all day—kisses sandwiched in of course. O.P.V. [Norman Mudd] sold 4 medicine bottles for 65 centimes which enabled him to get a few cigarettes. Such food as he had was part of what I ordered here.
Dr. called—nice Dr.—said there was nothing serious.
We had a nice little bout in which I told him to kiss me if he was a man—and when I couldn't or wouldn't keep him off any longer I bit his lower lip good and plenty.
Then tea (5.30-6?)
Noble Hall came in and left us 70 francs which enabled O.P.V. to get a room and to bring in food—such good food.
We had
White wine Bread and butter and pastry Sardines Lobster Ham and a Pear.
We were both sleepy—he lay down with me for a bit and got the notion he ought or wanted to perform OPUS 11.
I remained passive up to a certain point, then we started and he got very excited in the "new position" so that he came partially. I considered it best that he should finish up in the old way. He tried and I concentrated on
A B A B Y B O Y
but he couldn't go on. He fell asleep several times and I finally advised him to go home and sleep. He got ready to go and then I put my naked body between him and the door—He was sulky and I didn't want him to go in that spirit. We had a few moments talk over it and I felt satisfied to let him go.
I slept.
We shall complete that Opus some time to-day—perhaps the object
A B A B Y B O Y
We have now (this is of course partly speculation suggested by him entirely) created
1. A Magical daughter (Astrid [Dorothy Olsen]).
On the assumption that my theories are more than theories we shall create
2. An child of the brain. 3. A physical son.
This carries out the law of reversal.
With 666 we created
1. A physical child—Poupée. 2. An intellectual child—The D. of a D.F. [The Diary of a Drug Fiend]. 3. A Magical child—Frater Aud [Raoul Loveday].
All of these died for we were still working in the dark.
I have all sorts of fancies about what Babalon and The Beast conjoined should do but they are of no importance at the moment.
I should like to have 666's Mag.[ical] diaries to consult about various things.
For Beast's letter
My paper 5 - 6 (may be bastard but do it—)
My 3 Magical letters—all in same way insufficient and incorrect.
I picked up my copy of the Holy Books [Volume I, Volume II, Volume III]—and turned to Liber VII Cap. VII, V.31. "But in that profound who shall answer: What is?"
Sephir Sephiroth 343 = 73 And God said Gen. 1-3 A sweet smell
3 = ∑ (1-2)
Father אנ To come, go נא
4 = 22 The No. of Abramelin Princes Father אנאP A B A Hollow; a vein ככP B B Proud גאP G A
(Here I began to read the 30 Aethyrs and made a copy of what interested me particularly—not copying these pages. But I selected 16 and 9 as most important for me at the time.)
1—[Refers to items belonging to Crowley and Leah that were being held at 207 Boulevard Raspail, Paris, an apartment that had been leased to Dorothy Olsen.] 2—[Leah Hirsig is referring to magical sexual operations.]
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The
Mystic No. of Chokmah