Leah Hirsig Diary Entry

Tuesday, 4 November 1924

 

 

 

3 A.M. No sleep. I feel very close to Beast and Astrid [Dorothy Olsen] to-night. I seem to be with them, in fact. They are doing some big work, very likely the Comment.

     

R.[a] H.[oor] K.[huit] invocations made in Cefalù 9 months ago.

     

About 1 p.m. ASTRID'S face constantly before me—it is calm and beautiful in a different way from what I knew it even after she sobered up in Paris.

     

I feel sure—in fact, I found myself thinking now all will be well for Astrid has ? something or other, I forget exactly what. Those were not the words—they were "All will go well now that Astrid has found herself."

     

It is dark—I must have slept a long long time. I'm chilled too. Woke with the "Strike, strike the master chord etc" tune very strong in my mind

     

Had a fine soup before going to sleep.

 

It must be —— no ——

     

I hear it played on an organ—a bit distant.

     

Now the church bells are ringing but I hear it, I hear it!

 

My joy is unbounded.

     

The moon has changed her course indeed.

     

Just been out 6.30 P.M.

 

10-11 P.M. Out again.

     

Idea -M. = 77[1]

     

Smoking Camels after Black Cats—

     

(Note—New Cigarette = Astrid, "The Sacred White Cat")

     

Envelope marked M Nov. 4 contains

          

5 C.

Heel of shoe with nails

Ticket for palais de something or other

     

Café Restaurant Place de Clichy.

 

Black and gold

     

Green and purple

     

Blue

     

No red except gleam in eyes.

 


 

Late, late, Very happy.

     

(A proposed wardrobe follows)

         

1. Gare de Lyon Stuff 350 fr.

2. Fare to Brussels

3. Clothes in order and everything else.

4. Switzerland (Dec. 25 or so)

 

To-morrow

          

1. Find out fare and time to Brussels. Also visa? Hotel (97 fr. 1st. CL.   8.10   12.30)

2. Revillon Frères

3. N.H. and G.T.

4. Stockings at Galleries Lafayette

5. M.E. and Bankers Trust

6. Maitre Goirand.  ?

 

 

 

1—

W     anything            23

E          I                   5

P          can            16 

L          take          12

E          or             5

R          yet          19          = 77

 

 

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