Marcelo Motta Diary Entry

Tuesday, 17 March 1970

 

 

Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH

 

Introduction

 

 

11.20 pm: Start preparations to Inv.[oke] Geni of ב.

 

Finish 11.39 pm; result seems to be that the Work to which I want to direct my Magickal Will in is the establishment, or the creation of, the Child H-r-h. Which of course is correct from my position as M.T. [Magister Templi]—see the Sign of the Grade. But this in His many aspects, too.

 

At beginning of Vision I seized the Trident Wand of the Geni of the Dome of ב. A darkness, a tunnel going up. A silvery planet: Mercury. I went towards it. It split, it was merely a tiny bell woven in the clothes of the Fool (with which I was also identified at beginning). Then it receded, and I perceived myself hovering over a barren landscape—Binah. Fitting, of course. Here had to interrupt to turn off fire under kettle.[1] Returning, hard to resume. Then I saw the figure of the Hermit. Hard to banish. Finally succeeded, and crushing is under foot I grew, a black, black giant, over a tilled landscape. I began to feel exhilarated, and disliking this adored the God, R-H-K. Then it came to me that there is no God where I am. So I invoked B-A-H, and realized that Our Nuptial resulted in the Child—and then, reciting the name of the Geni 8 times, finally came to the conclusion as stated about my Magickal Will. So I came out of the Vision, and now will anoint the Seal.

 

 

1—The Seer was cooking his dinner.

 

 

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