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Marcelo Motta Diary Entry Wednesday, 18 March 1970
Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH
10.52 pm: Start preparations for Vision of Geni of the Carcer of ב.
10.45 pm [sic]: begin. 11.03 pm: end. Very simple. Invoked. Went through. A way going down—and down—and down. It ended, at last, in what was from afar seemed a volcanic breach leading to the earth's core. Arriving near, I realized it was a vulva, blazing with pleasure; and inside it was the Rosy Cross, as formulated in The Book of Thoth (in the Equinox, however: just black and white). I superimposed Sign of B-A-H, then my Sigil.[1] It was hard to visualize the Red Circle. Seemed to succeed at last. A thought came to me to sum up the letters of the Geni's name. Then I invoked Names (Therion, Babalon, Nuit, I think before visualizing B-A-H Sign and tracing my Sigil, etc.), then I chanted the Calls of Spirit; then I anointed the Geni's Seal.
Conclusion: a message from the Geni, or the result of sexual excitement? (About 9 pm, I felt like going to visit girl A.) On the whole, I think a message, or rather, a Vision of, the way this Geni will help me, or the way he functions. Anyway, I know where the Rosy Cross is, now.
(There follows a numerical analysis, omitted here.)
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