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Marcelo Motta Diary Entry Thursday, 30 April 1970
Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH
About 0.43: prepare to invoke Geni of Carcer of כ.
About 0.55: Hard to invoke; on first attempt, seal fell from my head. Then I said B... O... and invoked B-A-H. A hole. Going down, grey mist; in it, a blue hexagram—sapphire. The geni figure appeared. I identified myself with it. It jumped inside the Hexagram, glowing in the midst.
Next, an interval of I don't-know-what. i composed my mind and kept repeating the Geni's name. Also invoked again and again. I felt contact had been made, but no further vision. Then, as I waited, it came to me that Hoor has a fourfold name (and the Chapter from the Book of Lies). This is somehow connected with the number 4—and it has just occurred to me that 5 x 4 = 20, the Numeration of Kaph.
I invoked the Geni again, and felt myself in a green sphere—Venus. After all, I had gone down. It came to me that I am not being "held back". I must do my will. "Do that, and no other shall say nay." And just as intimated in Libra, I must make no difference between things.
Then, since the Path connects 4 and 7, I asked the Geni for help in dealing with women. But he answered (in my mind, of course) that this is not his function. The Path uniting 6 to 7 is the Path to ask for help in dealing with Venus. For the Great Work is under Tiphereth, not under Chesed.
Now I will anoint the Seal, then banish the Vision, then analyze the Geni's name and meditate on this.
It has just come to me (while I was writing the above), but now I remember it imperfectly, what the function of this Path is. It is to help female reaction to Chesed. But the influence must manifest through Tiphereth. I am confused now, because I forgot while writing. Will anoint.
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