Marcelo Motta Diary Entry

Monday, 13 July 1970

Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH

Introduction

0h: Start preparations to invoke Geni of Dome of ק.

About 11.56 L.T. [Local Time], finish (but not banish yet. Inv[voked]. Did not set down time it started.^[1] The Vision very hard. It began as a sea, a dolphin swimming. Then the blue of space, with the starry gold. The Sea is Nuit—and the accidental swamps are local incidents of Her body. Then, the Tree of XV. I wondered how it got here, then realized the symbols for the Geni's eyes do stand for Ayns. Now, at the end, I realize that the Geni represents, or rather, this Dome is —the symbol on the Geni's forehead—while the other is . And in either case, the Phallus is the that unites them. Also, it came to me about . . . [sic]. Kephra is the God of this Path, and Kephra is "SATANAS" — SANATANAS. So that Liber 370 applies. This is the Secret beyond all Secrets. He is not even the of Yod. He is the tip of the Yod—the Point referred to in Liber ARARITA. Also, I had an intimation of a Crab carrying the Sun, as if my personality should carry my individuality in such a way.^[2]  But this is perhaps a divagation, though it occurred early in the Vision. There was something else I wanted to set down, and forgot, but now remember again: I must take all things as they come, naturally. I must float. I will not become a "flotsam": I am that I am, and go my Way. This refers specially to women, I think, and nervousness concerning them. I must take them as they come. And all else. Will anoint now, then banish the Vision, and then analyze the Geni's name.

(This analysis omitted.)

1—oh, therefore, must have meant True Midnight, not local time.

2—The Seer had the Sun in Cancer, and Leo for Rising Sun.

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