Marcelo Motta Diary Entry

Sunday, 30 August 1970

Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH

Introduction

About "11.38" pm: Start preparations to invoke Geni of Dome of  ר.

0.14: Finish Vision by banishing. Do not know exact time of starting, for preceded by Invocations of Spirit and by Names. On starting Vision, difficulty. Then, saw Sun at North Pole (or South Pole? . . .). Trying to assume shape, Apollo's. But banished this. Sun (very round) turned into shape. At time of Vision could not understand this; can now? . . . Then came to me the Pentagrams of Spirit should both be used—but upside down, since My Star is so. And came to me the Oath of the M.T. [Magister Templi]. Doubts on how to accomplish this. But suddenly realized that down here the Star Image is "upright". And saw myself as a Cone of Blackness down here, which fancy turned into a volcano. My secrecy must be maintained down here. I must act as if I were (deleted), etc. I must remain "invisible"—shrouded in secrecy. As for women, the Geni was annoyed by my "laissez-faire". I must impose myself. And "Be strong . . . !", etc., came to mind then. Anointed and closed. (After anointing—slightly to the left—rubbed forehead center, heart, and penis with residuum.)

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