Jane Wolfe
Diary Entry
Wednesday, 8 September 1920
A.M. |
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6:10 - 30 |
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ASANA, thunderbolt. |
6:30 - 50 |
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DHARANA, yellow square.
Beginning dreadful; toned up
somewhat on last 10 mins.
HARPOCRATES.
Invocation.
A feeling of inharmony this
morning. |
10:30 |
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Suppose I should record my
dream of last night, I have so few.
In a room with many draperies,
another woman with me. She showed signs of great
agitation, finally fear and partial collapse.
Understood ‘supernatural’ was cause, and learned it
was a something issuing from the top of my head.
Three men were called. By this time we were in a
larger place. They too, saw what the woman saw and
desired to make notes and a reproduction—the latter
to appear in a ‘Sunday Supplement’? ‘You will become
famous’ said one, and I waked. Should state I felt
no uneasiness or fear, accepting their statement as
true as it was something with which I was all ready
familiar. |
11:05 |
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Tired, I lay down for a few
minutes sleep. The thought came to enter my Temple
for rest. (I say ‘my’ as I have met none else there)
I did so, remaining for a time in front of the
pillars. Then I went on to the altar, still in
darkness, and sank at the foot of it. After a time I
rose and saw lapis draperies fringes with gold. I
placed my palms on the altar and with tears brimming
over, repeated: ‘I’m home! I’m home!’
Think this all right—no
emotional reaction: a feeling of placement, strength
and a release from the ‘binding’ of others. |
10:10 - 25 |
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PRANAYAMA.
Most vigorous so far, 4-8-8-4. |
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P.M. |
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10:10 |
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During Pentagram by A.C. I
entered Temple and found, some distance above my
head, that it was filled with billows of colors,
mingling and intermingling—orderly, beautiful. |
10:15 - 35 |
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ASANA, thunderbolt. |
10:35 - 55 |
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DHARANA, yellow square.
I am grateful for the proximity
of the Master.
Am very happy to-night.
HARPOCRATES.
Invocation. |
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