Jane Wolfe
Diary Entry
Saturday, 25 September 1920
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5:47 - 6:08 |
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ASANA.
Mind held forth on various
arguments:
1. With God living in the
heart, radiating out to all, the proper word on the
lips at the proper time, does one need to shout Him
from the house-tops.
2. Which, to the average
onlooker, are the more convincing—the freak; or the
one who, through a splendid conviction and in
God-inspired simplicity, puts aside years of
conventionality, traditions born and bred in the
bone and who therefore stands in a fine serenity? |
6:08 - 30 |
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DHARANA, yellow sq.
Difficult to visualize at
first, then found myself taking hold with the ‘baby
fingers’, through strengthened somewhat now.
I see I have not entered in
diary an experience of last fall of becoming
conscious, just after the stilling of objective
before sleep, in a body of great majesty and poise.
Was that the spiritual? Is this the spiritual now
endeavoring to reach through? With it comes poise,
the impersonal, and a consciousness of life above
all this petty turmoil—which at times seems so
gigantic. |
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P.M. |
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I come up here on hill, stagger
and fall, and sob and sob violently for almost an
hour because [remainder erased]
I am shaken to the core. It
comes thick and fast! |
9:45 - 10:05 |
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ASANA.
N.[o] G.[ood] |
10:05 - 23 |
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DHARANA, yellow sq.
Too weary in mind and spirit to
do anything.
HARPOCRATES.
Invocation. |
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