Jane Wolfe
Diary
Entry
Sunday, 31 October 1920
A.M. |
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6:52-57 |
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PRANAYAMA in asana. |
7:00-20 |
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DHARANA
I try visualizing—impossible.
Then I find myself looking directly back, all
centres of intelligence awake—this for 10 mins. Then
I look to my left and gradually complete the circle
of inspection.
If each atom of the body has an
intelligence of its own, why should these atoms not
respond to the Will and do its bidding? Can one see
with the entire body? Hear? Touch? I know there is
something about my entire body, sometimes without
boundary, that must become conscious, under control
and used by me. What? |
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P.M. |
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Prayer at altar. |
1:00-40 |
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HARPOCRATES, Invocation. |
9:40-10 |
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Silence in Temple, meditation.
Strengthening of Purpose & Power, an offering of
myself as an abode of the Most High, a yearning that
almost amounts to a passion, for union. |
1:45 |
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Something now is gone. What has
been nigh, nay, permeating me? |
1:50 |
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I compose myself for a nap. The
something returns. There is a tremendous assurance—I
am in the hands of Those who know! I look forward
into darkness which is yet light and which has a
quality of vibrant life. And this I seem to see with
the left side of me?
Twenty-sixth Aethyr. |
8:45-55 |
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HARPOCRATES, Invocation. |
9:55-10-10 |
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ASANA |
10:10-30 |
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DHARANA
Nothing. Why is this? I am
blocked. |
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