Jane Wolfe Diary Entry

Sunday, 31 October 1920

 

     

 

A.M.

 

 

6:52-57

 

PRANAYAMA in asana.

7:00-20

 

DHARANA

I try visualizing—impossible. Then I find myself looking directly back, all centres of intelligence awake—this for 10 mins. Then I look to my left and gradually complete the circle of inspection.

If each atom of the body has an intelligence of its own, why should these atoms not respond to the Will and do its bidding? Can one see with the entire body? Hear? Touch? I know there is something about my entire body, sometimes without boundary, that must become conscious, under control and used by me. What?

 

 

 

P.M.

 

 

 

 

Prayer at altar.

1:00-40

 

HARPOCRATES, Invocation.

9:40-10

 

Silence in Temple, meditation. Strengthening of Purpose & Power, an offering of myself as an abode of the Most High, a yearning that almost amounts to a passion, for union.

1:45

 

Something now is gone. What has been nigh, nay, permeating me?

1:50

 

I compose myself for a nap. The something returns. There is a tremendous assurance—I am in the hands of Those who know! I look forward into darkness which is yet light and which has a quality of vibrant life. And this I seem to see with the left side of me?

Twenty-sixth Aethyr.

8:45-55

 

HARPOCRATES, Invocation.

9:55-10-10

 

ASANA

10:10-30

 

DHARANA

Nothing. Why is this? I am blocked.

 

 

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