Jane Wolfe Diary Entry

Sunday, 7 November 1920

 

     

 

A.M.

 

Sleepless last night but I know not why.

 

 

 

P.M.

 

 

6:30

 

Very tired all day and I realized during afternoon I felt peevish—a simple thing when I am tired.

 

During afternoon I try work but too fatigued, albeit I get a flaming angel, all in white, when I use the Talisman and I understand that as I have dedicated myself to the Most High it is not for me to seek, but to be entirely receptive, accepting and reflecting what is given me. Afterwards I enter a vast, domed, cave-like place, with a polished floor. Believe hieroglyphs under glass of floor but cannot see. The ceiling of an uneven texture. I see a ceremonial chair to left, exceedingly smooth of surface, brown and empty. I sit in this chair, regarding vacancy before me and there is a feeling of repose and power.

 

This evening the white angel comes again and we go up a long flight of stairs and I see before me, high up on a mountain side, a broad, low temple, white, with Corinthian columns. I enter. The same sense of breadth and quietness, and here I rest before the altar and give thanks.

 

 

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