A.M.

Wakeful all night—read 3 hrs from Woman in White without soothing. Cannot concentrate this A.M. Dull headache, stomach bad; mulled wine and some irritation the cause.

P.M.

2:30

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Am still in mood where I care neither for gods nor men—where I could shut the door in the face of any—where I feel this whole business was not my choosing but was thrust upon me, willy nilly.

10:00

20’ Asana.

Steady, no movement.

20’ Dharana, yel sq.

First 10’ good—regarding sq. with my right side. Disturbed by Russell [C. F. Russell] coming in; floundered around for 5’, then recovered somewhat.

10’ Harpocrates.