3:00 |
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Not successful with B U E R
Used:
“Thee I invoke, abiding one”,
etc.
Repeated over and over, going
through space, first four lines. After a time came
to a gold rock. Hazy impression of small beings with
bodies and heads especially round, thin legs. Passed
by them, and over some distance, noting this place
was off in space. Nothing more.
Called on Melchizedek (because
of his connection with the name Yatonith). Came to a
large door, of most excellent perfection, finished
in white and gold. Lines like those on cover of
Konx Om Pax, though at different angles, the white
bands, some up, some down, being outlined in gold.
Did not get through—at least this was all. |
9:55-10:15 |
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Dharana.
Have I floundered on this ever
since resuming exercises. Battled again, then
discovered that mind stilled, the “inner” held
receptive—waiting for God, attitude of attention to
receive—seems the thing for me rather than sq.
Became still to all sound, pain of ankles on box,
etc.
This Asana and Dharana best
ever experienced for concentration. Feeling of
strength and repose when finished.
Harpocrates, 7’.
Some thoughts in Asana—Dharana
any thought too weak to register.
Genesthai [C. F. Russell]
regarding schedule.
Where pot was placed in room.
Suppose fouly[1]
diseased body desired A.C. and Lea (Just read Abbey
record & their oaths to give body to all who
desired)
Just who was Semiramis.
Two or three others during last
10’—these during first 10’.
Bed at mid-night. |