Jane Wolfe
Diary
Entry
Monday, 7 February 1921
A.M. |
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Waked 3 A.M. to control
“dream”—did so. Slept til peasants waked me at 5:45;
continued sleep till 7:45. Much refreshed. |
10:00-20 |
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Asana, in East.
Equilibrated self in large
temple (?) shaped. Restful. Thoughts about physical
hunger, took in purple curtain at altar once. A
waiting for God. |
10:25-43 |
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Dharana.
Used “Thou who art I”. Result excellent for
equilibration. Broke 10:37. |
10:45-11:00 |
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Harpocrates.
Difficult. Later climbed a very
high mountain, no rock, a carpet of wiry green-black
moss, with greyish edges. A look-out on top, a small
white building with rod in centre top. Entered.
Tried silence—nothing. Looked through open space:
First seemed to be above everything, only space,
then to my left and some distance away, another
pillar-like rock. Did not see its top.
Then noticed bldg. had 6 sides,
each side the same length but placed so as to make
bldg. oblong. |
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P.M. |
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3:30 |
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Assembled correspondences of
Capricornus on typewritten sheet to facilitate work. |
4:00 |
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I make a discovery—at least
to-day I was unable to turn round in a vision.
Inv. “Thou who art I”
“Melchizedek” door, white and
gold, with an angel on either side. Am not sure of
top of doorway but think it has three points. Went
inside, got confused. Returned, and began studying
exterior. While deep in this passed to vast
interior, all white and gold, and pillared as far as
I could see. Passed along line of pillars until I
came to what seemed a central part. To my left I
thought I saw a seated figure. I wished to stand in
open centre, turn to right angles from present
position so as to have full view of figure, & found
I could not turn to my left. After fruitless effort
thought to pass along, but there was nothing else.
So, I get some visions after
all. Thought myself definitely off for the present.
10’ Pranayama—another
improvement. 10-20 |
9:20-40 |
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Asana, in East.
Difficult in spots—mind would
consider self; the three years following May, etc. |
9:40-9:58 |
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Dharana.
Not satisfactory. |
10:05-25 |
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Harpocrates.
Extreme simplicity in spots. |
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