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Opium. And last night thought
after all I made a mistake in following the impulse.
This A.M. I have an inner happiness, as though the
yoke of the egg were vibrating to some Love theme;
the white, all unconscious of what has taken place,
nevertheless being permeated by it; the mind
steadied and given a sense of calm nobility.
For future reference I would
like here to put down my interpretation of “I will
breed from her a child more powerful than all the
Kings of the earth.” This should have been entered
in my record when Comment was being prepared,
because then it was this thought came to me.
From rounding out of Scarlet
Woman, through Beast and otherwise, through Strength
and Love developed in her, shall she reach the
Marriage Bed of Aiwass. From that Bed shall be born
the child of R.M.K.
The Law is for all, yet it
seems “classes” at the present are for Book of the
Law, the proud and mighty, the fierce and strong,
etc. etc.
Kings rule the masses. The
child of R.M.K. and S.W. shall reach the masses.
Thus bringing both poles,
classes and masses, into contact, making a complete
whole.
“Clothed with the Sun”. “The
Christ of the new dispensation shall be a woman.” Is
there any connection here (assuming Kingsford’s
vision to be correct)—except, that she was in line
with the masses—or, that she could grasp only the
Feminine and not the Masculine; that she got the
half and not the whole.
I think I have the lesson of
the opium. Again was I concentrating ex-clusively on
the mental, forgetting the other as necessary angles
of my being; again ill-balancing myself. |