Jane Wolfe Diary Entry

Saturday, 5 March 1921

 

     

 

A.M.

 

8 nights of wakefulness from 2 on, sleeping intermittingly in late morning. What is the cause?

9:35-55

 

Asana.

Discovered reason for “clamped down” feeling—wrong focusing apparatus.

9:55-10:13

 

Dharana.

Followed up preceding& got something. Think I sense another phase of disk beyond symbol of Yoni, but incompletely else could I describe.

10:17-36

 

Harpocrates.

Preceding helped this. Hanging on to visualization my mistake here? Put one self into egg, complete picture, then let go & WAIT.

 

8’ Pranayama.

 

Have this, too; heretofore muscles of nostrils helping to control expulsion of breath. Diaphragm, go it alone!

 

 

 

P.M.

 

No; it is not the “Great Attainment”. I see the whole thing at last—the building; the details of the furnishings will come later.

 

30’ of stupidity with the Baron [Baron Carlos La Calce]! I can’t talk, therefore he can’t talk: why sit and stare?

 

A “Note on Genesis” in connection with 2911. Yassir, I now know all about it!

 

Begin Salol for acid. Lea [Leah Hirsig] back, we “chatter”.

8:00-20

 

Asana.

Do not know.

8:20-32

 

Dharana.

Hit once.

8:35-48

 

Harpocrates.

Bum.

 

 

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