A.M.

Pentagram.

Another fight is on? Back of my eye-lids, it seems, a gold cross with the rose, perfectly formed, on a blue field or nimbus. Afterwards blue outlined in gold—not so sure of this as I tried to concentrate elsewhere & rid myself of it.

This is the sort of vision I was specially warned about May, 1918. Not the inner vision. Because of this, I have been trying to locate Lea’s [Leah Hirsig] visions, though it may be her way to get them any place, anyhow.

BUT—come to think of it—I was told “not to watch”!! Chump.

In this way three heads appeared before me at that time, “Fee Wah, Alester, and that one that called himself Christ”.

9:30-46

Asana.

Suppose I accomplished something as I did not hear Seth bawling.

9:49-10:10

Dharana

One continuous fight between “Tipperary” & Seth.

10:10-27

Harpocrates

Ditto. So tired I could bawl. Think self-pity here; otherwise no emotional reaction.

20’ Pranayama, 10-20

A dream last night, which seems to smack of Good Friday and Easter Sunday. I start on the back of some animal on a trip into China, either on a Wednesday or a Friday. I ask of a man (in front of me on this animal?) “We return to-morrow evening?” “No; we go on to Mexacali and get back here the third day.” (Out west Mexacali is known as a hell-hole)

P.M.

25’ Vision—nothing.

20’ Pranayama, 10-20

7:52-8:12

Asana.

8:12-32

Dharana

February I seemed to do this work with more freedom. Now there seems no will working to hold on by.

8:32-51

Harpocrates.

I don’t know.

20’Pranayama.