Jane Wolfe Diary Entry

Saturday, 12 March 1921

 

     

 

A.M.

 

30’ Vision. Nothing.

 

Pentagram.

 

A symbol shaped like Saturn, same colours as yesterday A.M. Symbol here outlined in ox-blood red, blending into central colour, which I call gold. Symbol in nimbus or halo of Uranus blue.[1] After a time dot appeared in centre. Colour of symbol changed, to blue, I think outlined in same red, and gold bar came into ends of ring. But I was struggling not to look and attention was much divided. The outline of red blends into yellow—line not sharply defined.

 

Physically weary in Fives, I held out for occult reasons, and finished well. Genesthai [C. F. Russell] and I well matched at times.

9:47-10:07

 

Asana

When starting, red-yellow fire, deep within me. Stopped this at once.

10:07-27

 

Dharana

Must be accomplishing something, as at times I can eliminate all sound & pain of ankle bone & legs—this A.M. latter so bad I could unfold but very gradually.

10:30-50

 

Harpocrates

Do not seem to get into this at all.

20’ Pranayama, 10-20.

 

 

 

P.M.

 

Letter to A.C.

 

Walk with Lea [Leah Hirsig]

 

Going over Goetia sigils.

8:05-24

 

Asana.

8:25-44

 

Dharana.

8:45-10:04

 

Harpocrates.

Body aching frightfully, but stuck it out.

20’ Pranayama.

 

 

Comment(s) by Aleister Crowley

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