A.M.

6:30-55

BUER—Nix.

Pentagram.

Messed up—lost something through determination to focus elsewhere.

First a top, then head to top, then addition to right of top. Here confusion began. Same colours as heretofore.

And am not sure whether terminations of stems triangles or oblongs, but think triangles.

9:58-10:18

Asana

Hung on here.

10:18-28

Dharana

One continuous fight. Seth bawling as when worried by peasant’s dog, I wanting to take a stick and beat dog. Then arguing, “This is good training, one must learn to walk, silent, among the shrieks of struggling humanity”. Did not lose picture & finally got into it, more or less—principally less.

10:40-59

Harpocrates

Don’t know if anything accomplished.

20’ Pranayama, 10-20. Broke once.

P.M.

Walk along hillside overlooking sea.

3:45

Baron [Baron Carlos La Calce] & painter just left. Went over house with them & Lea [Leah Hirsig].

I search everywhere for Marbas sigil I made last evening—not to be found.

25’ with white triangle in blue field. Cannot visualize it, but in beginning apple tree in full bloom.

17’ Pranayama.

8:02-20

Asana.

8:20-40

Dharana

Torture of body & mind. Everything internal rigid till half-way through, then got better hold. Use “God moves along line of least resistance” to get into shape.

8:45-9:05

Harpocrates

“The minutes drag like prisoners’ weeks”. After 8 thought I just could not continue. Then whipped mind into holding picture—nothing more.

20’ Pranayama, 10-20