Jane Wolfe Diary Entry

Monday, 28 March 1921

 

     

 

A.M.

 

15’ Vision, nothing.

10:32-50

 

Asana

10:50-11:09

 

Dharana, disk

Disk now seems body, lines on it various faculties, all being drawn to a centre. Have not yet got definitely ascending lines.

11:12-28

 

Harpocrates

Nothing at all. Tried to force, used up energy, now tired in upper spine.

17’ Pranayama.

 

 

 

P.M.

 

Work on karmic scenario.

 

[1]

15’ Vision.

Nothing, except possibly an indication of what lies within. A current of irritation deep within all day, now it pops to the surface over some picture suddenly thrown on the screen and I feel like beating Lea [Leah Hirsig], the nearest to me, to get it out of my system.

 

I find this rather amusing, especially as it occurs to me I may do some whaling before I am through, remembering my very intense desire last fall to wallop A.C.

 

Golly, I even see blood.

8:10-30

 

Asana

Good

8:30-48

 

Dharana, disk

 

[2]

 

[3]

Got upward lines, steadying astral? Last 10’ took in circle of disk with barrel-like cavity extending till taut.

 

Had this experience in Harpocrates two evenings ago, cavity descending from top of head, through left lobe, to same place in back of head, at that time.

8:50-9:08

 

Harpocrates.

Heavens! Did something here, also!!.

 

None of this working. Am I acquiring equilibration? My aim.

 

20’ Pranayama, 10:20

 

 

Comment(s) by Aleister Crowley

1—You must analyse (and so destroy) all this sort of thing.

2—Ass!

3—Direct.

 

 

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