These long walks are not for me at present. The trip with Howie [Howard Shumway] wearied me exceedingly. Yesterday’s trip left me so exhausted—aching I could not sleep. Took a sedative. Again I got the ‘Shot Drill’, but I must go far beyond that, for O am to have the Understanding of the God-purpose in Life.

Bosella—Bozell—Bosell? See connection with the Moon.

P.M.

A short nap. A.C. said “Ninette [Ninette Shumway] thinks Netzach is upset by Hod.” Does this refer to my present condition? All bodily force concentrated in my head?