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Jane Wolfe Diary Entry Tuesday, 29 July 1924
Early this morning I waked up & worked from 4 to 6 on the precious left side. I finally got a complete opening from head to foot. Difficult to understand this. But times have been when I felt all along that side like a hollow tube; again consciousness has been in what filled the tube. But always in a negative way. Last night, just before waking fully, voltage was shot through to show me the way in waking state; a method used many times in the past. Having been shown, I was able to throw a positive consciousness along this side, and did for two hours. Perhaps I misuse the terms 'negative' and 'positive' here—no, I don't! One is the actor, the other the acted upon. This work is intimately connected with my head and the eyes. I see quite differently.
I have just typed from memory special work done on the instrument last summer and again through out the fall and winter. I kept no record and now realize strongly the loss . At the time I felt unable to put it into words. Hereafter, at the risk of boring myself—& anybody who may wade through my notes, I shall jot down, however unintelligibly—what takes place. Later I may be able to make an intelligible record of it all, as it may be of importance to others - or for myself in my future work, which I have been told, among other things, includes the "healing of physical and mental ills". Certainly through this work I learned what was causing the atrophying of a woman's leg in the Arlington Nursing Home in Chiswick, where I spent 4 1/2 months, Jan - May, 1924. But—what is the cure in such a case? In another's body? How go about it? That will have to unfold later—if I am to "heal".
V.L. [Adam Murray] has just left—here an hour. Just empty chatter, chatter! what would happen to that man if he had to take a vow of silence?
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