A Song for a Free Spirit

 

By Victor B. Neuburg

 

Published in the Agnostic Journal

London, England

8 September 1906

(page 157)

 

 

 

Not all the wise of Attica,

Not all the bards that sang in Rome,

May ever lead thy Spirit far

Along the path that leads it home;

Stand thou beneath a wider dome

Than ever knew a centre-star,

Be thou baptised in purer foam

Than ever a priest's hand may mar.

 

Search not in books if thou would'st know

Whither have gone the summer trees.

Nor seek in maps if thou would'st go

A voyage on the unknown seas;

Not any book the Spirit frees,

Not any map the path may show

That leads across the upland leas,

That ends in summer through the snow.

 

Dive deep within thy being; rise

In wisdom from the heart of things;

Within the gloom train thou thine eyes,

Within thyself test thine own wings:

The baptism of the Spirit stings,

The Spirit flutters ere it flies,

But at the end triumphant rings

A pćan; never Spirit dies.

 

Fear not thyself: be wise—an hour,

A single hour, ere Nature calls,

Hast thou within thy being's power

To rise above thy prison walls;

An hour, and then the darkness falls,

And then a shadow casts thy tower;—

When gloom shall fall upon thy halls,

Arise! nor let thy Spirit cower,

 

Arise, and gaze thou on the light,

Bathe thou thy Spirit in the blaze;

Is it a little thing, or slight,

To fare along the sunlit ways?

But only thou thyself can'st raise

Thyself; no man for thee may fight

The battle that shall make thy days

Free, and unawed at coming night.

 

Let no man lead thee? Who can tell

But thou the way thy Spirit leads?

Seek no man's heaven, shun no man's hell,

Save within thee thy Spirit pleads

A space in which to scatter seeds,

A place wherein to sink a well,

A desert place to free from weeds,

A spot where it may ring its knell.

 

Not all the men who ever wrote

Philosophy or poesy

For thee may ever steer thy boat,

Nor clear the sea of rocks for thee;

Keep thou thy Spirit ever free,

Nor strive to check the warning note

That tells of was or is to be,

Or bids thee sink, or swim, or float.

 

So shall in sight thy haven rise,

Maybe before thou know'st, when thou

Hast had all things before thine eyes,

And all thy thoughts behind thy brow.

Ah! thou hast found a resting now,

And over thee the starlit skies

Shall shine upon thy worn-out prow,

The track that far behind thee lies.

 

 

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