ARADIA
The wind is a tumult of shouting and
laughter
And over the valleys and in the sky
I hear your piping and follow after.
I see the rioting clouds go by.
Your hair is a banner for the rally of
rainbows,
The wind is a tame wolf with your
rollicking sheep,
Splendor of sunbursts are shafts for
your arrows
And meadows marshall and march at your
feet.
Flower and feather and fur in wonder
Follow your stride to the singing sea
And ocean greets you with murmur and
thunder,
With swell of billow and shimmer of
lea.
Then striding to mountains with sunset
flaming;
A radiant brand in your lovely hair,
With fire and purple, I see you taming
The wrath of winter, the fury of air.
AUTUMN
If all my words were stars on silver
strings,
Or oceanic jewels, or from the well,
Of my heart's blood, there are some
things
Of which I could not tell, could never
tell.
I could not tell how autumn sadness
stirs
Sear memories and balked desires half
known,
Or how the summer moon, behind old firs
Smiles secretly, triumphant and alone.
Or, how far mountains move majestically
In evening shadows when the embers die,
Or why the night is still, or of the
free,
High tumult of the wild geese in the
sky.
Or where dead leaves go, or the leaves
that blow
Down drifting winds to other lands than
these,
Of songs of summer isles and silent
snow
And dim disasters under sullen seas.
Least could I tell you what is in my
mind,
Seeing your face on mist I half forget,
Half hope, remembering the wind
Stirring your hair to flames of old
regret.
FAREWELL, UNKNOWN
Remembered, faraway
Or near at hand, forgot,
You are in every land
Where I am not
I see you walk the wind
Like a banner flying
Where the sun sets, with the day
And the summer dying.
Lips, hair and lovely limbs
Eyes I called you
Flashing the desperate message
I never knew.
You are on all roads now
I have not taken,
With all remembered things
Lost, or forsaken
With the stars and the hills
And the geese that go
And all the things I have loved
And do not know.
Beloved, I have not known,
That I knew so well,
Being both mine and alone,
Unknown, farewell.
PASSION FLOWERS
Where are you going, mother, mother
By the dark wood stream
Where wolfbane grows, and deadly clover
And the owls eyes gleam?
I am gathering simples, son, my lover
And flowers for memory of my daughter
A hand full of ashes is all they cover
But they will suffice for those that
sought her.
Why do you gather monkshood chilly
And hellebore, and laurel cherry
When she was as fair as the valley lily
And her hair red as the rowan berry?
Three times she called on Satan, lover
In the public square, in the red fire
light
And once for vengeance to me, her
mother
The herbs I gather will serve, tonight.
KING DAVID
Not for the sorry carrion that was laid
Bleeding before Judeah for a whore—
Beloved prostitute, nor for the lustful
dust
That smiles no more upon my carved bed.
Not for the eight left hanging until
rain
Washed down the anger of a righteous
god
Or Merab's lamentation for her sons
Or Michal's golden harvest gone to
weed.
Not for those dirtied hands, this
bloodied robe
This beard blown awry in the winds of
time
Nor for the sudden lightning long lost
In alien thunder on the distant hills.
Not even for the tall and headstrong
son
Scowling and dark and beautiful, that
lay
Sprawling in blood upon the Hebron
plain
But for one thing, a young man's face
Under mad eyes that guessed, but never
spoke.
NEUROSIS
Oh pale face, dreaming in the dark
Master of webs and silences
Amid luxurious blossoms of the night
Where ghostly, long limbed spiders
slowly stalk
And reach up dubious feelers to your
eyes
Serenely closed.
Festoons of dim evasions by a lank
lagoon
Half truths that fatten on a secret
life
And take weak wings, and wander with
the wind
Gone seeking.
Old loveliness o'ergrown with gaudy
molds
Lost powers, like the trunks of blasted
trees
Old songs gone hollow in an empty house
Forsaken.
A shutter opens on the wind
And something sly looks out, and is
afraid
Perceiving tokens of a murdered spring,
deep buried.
A pale distorted face upon the night
Master of webs and silences and lies
The night moths flutter round it like a
bloom
Slow closing.
EDEN
There were four in the garden
Not two, as they say
And that is the reason
The world is this way
There was Adam, and Lillith
And Satan, and Eve
And Adam loved Lillith
Forsaking poor Eve.
Then Eve loved Satan
And Satan himself
And Lillith loved Lillith
In darkness and stealth.
And God loved the four
Which was certainly odd,
Since in all the confusion
No one loved God.
BIERCE
And now bitterly
I look upon God
Ialdabaoth
Ironic, vengeful, and grotesque.
He calls himself Pancho Villa
But I know Him
Who set Halpin Fraser
Gnawing his mother's bones in a
graveyard
And I am caught up into heaven alive,
Cursing.
HARPOCRATES
How craftily does this pale ape
conspire
To snare a god in webs of memory
And weave from incest an oblique desire
For an ephemeral nervenet's
immortality.
Out of failed hopes, dead loves, dreams
gone awry
Like some sea creature leaving halls of
shell
He builds so beautifully the gods must
envy
Monuments to his fear of ghosts, and
hell.
Seeking, forever seeking out of season
In every future solace from the past
And in a moment's trance transcending
reason
He shall not last, but shall himself
outlast.
From unbreached loneliness his soul
goes winging
To undreamed heavens or an unknown doom
Against this heedlessness I hear him
singing
Deep in the darkness of a little room.
LESBIANS
I suppose I should hate you, whose red
mouths are sullen
And whose eyes look upon one
contemptuously
Save that I too have known the pain and
sadness
Of lust for that which cannot be.
Yes, I have known unbridled lust and
madness
Of passion for the passionless caress
For the moon's fire and the grey
ocean's gladness
And the incredible flower in the ice
wilderness.
Therefore I love you, sisters in
damnation
Whose loves, more cruel and tender than
my own
In soft melodious songs make
incantation
That calls the goddess from the Ionian
sea foam.
NIGHT SONG
I saw a gipsy going
Into a factory
A red flower going
On a black river flowing
Down into hell.
I heard a strange song rising
Out of a prison
A star rising
And yearning and burning
Out of a tomb
O gipsy going
Flower flowing
Star glowing
What doom?
THE WITCH HOUSE
I have strayed in a forest enchanted
Where balefire glows
And followed a face, witch haunted
The mad moon knows.
I have come to the hostelry of poets
To the Sylvan's home
Where angels and shadows foregather
In black star foam.
Yea, where corpse lights flicker
And witches gleam
And the past, unbearably nostalgic
Looms in a dream
And the future, evanescent and tragic
Is met in a dream.
Here in the darkness suspended
From the heaven that was, and is ended
And the heaven to be
What phantoms I see.
Winged demons, like kings in a story
Set empires before me
And princesses woo me, and witch queens
pursue me
In castles of glass
And the panoplies pass—
And I struggle with specters and
cobwebs—
I speak with the moon
And slyly my shadow behind me
Is weaving a doom
And death, like the tick of a clock in
a boarded up room
Whispers circle and circle and circle
forever
Too late and too soon.
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