Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

 

Wednesday, 18 July 1923

 

 

Die Mercury

 

Hail unto Kheph-Ra! Slept late, but invoked, & so woke early quite fresh. Analysed Liber LXV, Chapter V—not very satisfactory yet. General tension much relieved by writing long letter to Alostrael [Leah Hirsig]. Therein I describe my present state of mind, its good & bad points.

     

The upshot is really that I can’t trust my judgement as to how to treat my case!

 

5.6 p.m. Summary of Week's Work.

12 July Thurs. 777 all day.

13 Friday. D[itt]o.

14 Saturday. LXV all day.

15 Sunday. Hag [The Confessions of Aleister Crowley] Anecdotes.

16 Monday. Revision of Hag & literary essays.

17 Tuesday. LXV finished Cap: IV. (all day)

18 Wednesday. LXV preliminary analysis Cap: V. More work than previous week—a good deal.

     

Love is the law, love under will.

 

11.15 p.m. Finished with odd Hag anecdotes.

     

Note: Lying on my bed nearly naked, chill came suddenly & diarrhoea followed instantly. Be warned!

     

Saw New Moon tonight. Clear & deep golden in colour, but slightly hazy.

     

Getting asthmatic again: will resume Nal & Belladonna.

 

 

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